hver er anonymous? ég líð ekki nafnleysu á minni síðu! urrrr!

translation: "who is anonymous? I do not tolerate anonymity! grrrr!"

~Spookyo_O needs knowledge

wow... this is strange, I was reading my old bloggs and I couldn't possbly relate to that boy who was blogging, I think I have lost myself.. I havent been as happy as I should for some time now, I keep haing this loathing regard to myself and feeling like im floating in zero-gravity (in a bad-way). I miss knowing like I used to who I was and where I was going, knowing what I feel about this and that and being all ii all a more concrete person, now I'm more like myst or something its like I'm there but not really substantial, it's a horrible feeling.

I am also nervous, I don't know when I'm going to get a reply from Rose Bruford and I'm feeling more and more anxious and certain that I will not be accepted and I'm not sure what I wll do if I dont get ii, if I feel lost now how will I feel without ANY direction...

This is all too strange...

~Spookyo_O needs a map...

wow... this is strange, I was reading my old bloggs and I couldn't possbly relate to that boy who was blogging, I think I have lost myself.. I havent been as happy as I should for some time now, I keep haing this loathing regard to myself and feeling like im floating in zero-gravity (in a bad-way). I miss knowing like I used to who I was and where I was going, knowing what I feel about this and that and being all ii all a more concrete person, now I'm more like myst or something its like I'm there but not really substantial, it's a horrible feeling.

I am also nervous, I don't know when I'm going to get a reply from Rose Bruford and I'm feeling more and more anxious and certain that I will not be accepted and I'm not sure what I wll do if I dont get ii, if I feel lost now how will I feel without ANY direction...

This is all too strange...

~Spookyo_O needs a map...

Long time no post, I haven't updated since before gay pride :) it was awesome b.t.w.

Right now I am recovering from poisoning myself... that is I went drinking last night, it was a hoot ;) still I would have liked to dance more and I dont care one bit for the dj turning down the volume when playing nancy boy... silly man.

This is nice, it's my day off and I'm just relaxing at home, not going anywhere untill eight o'clock, I like this, I should really do more of it.

hmmmm....

hehe even my brain's relaxed :P

bye

~Spookyo_O